its not jealousy i swear

April 12, 2011
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If I can close my eyes long enough to feel the closing
Is that closure
I can't seem to talk myself into the daydreams or the lies being fulfilling
There's no longer that satisfaction I once felt to envelope myself in a false memory
Make it up if you don't like the reality just make it up
But when in reality longer than a dream reality becomes more substantial more unbearable
I want to be apart of everything I want that rocket scene and those starry nights
The anything I dream yet I get nothing
I shut it out and wait and feel the feelings I'm only guessing the touch
Way to much its a dream and I've pretended it was an alternate universe where I was adored and welcomed
dits the talent I tell you its the satisfactory of knowing this is me and my skill together and I can dress with no door because I'm not ashamed
Long enough I've desired and achd for that feeling
If I'm dressing with a closed door then no one one can see
No one will even no if I'm no longer there

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miracles_change_people said...
Jul. 6, 2011 at 6:49 pm
for not having read it its amazing
ThisIsRivera replied...
Jul. 25, 2011 at 9:12 pm
Thanks so much I love hearing feed
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