Every time I close my eyes I see your face
That big smile
That a movie star would love to have
Your little dimples
As if your cheeks are smiling
The gorgeous hair that always falls perfectly
Even non brushed
Looking like a hay stack
But yet I admire it
Those light eyes
Like a sea on a sunny day
Bright blue
You can see right through them
Translucent
Then I open my eyes
And I see all the bad things
The countless lies
Causing countless Sleepless nights
The numerous girlfriends
All prettier than the last
Your ego
Bigger than Asia it’s self
All of your bad decisions
Tearing my friends away from me
And yet after all of this,
I blink
And see the good side again
You will always seem flawless with my eyes closed
It will forever be the same
Eternal heart wrench