Heartache

My heart aches for you, and you fail to see it.
But, how can you be expected to?
I have not told you.

Yet, I have told you, several times.
Hundreds of times.
Thousands of times.
I have spoken with my eyes,
my actions,
my indirect words.
I have even expressed to you
my emotional agony.

You still do not fully understand.

How can you not?
I have tried to say it in every possible way I can,
but I cannot seem to utter those three special yet cursed words.

I love you.

I think you know I do, though.
You may grasp this idea yet.
However, you do not know their extent.
You cannot know.
I and only I am in my head,
thinking my thoughts.
You cannot comprehend this.

Every day,
every night,
sunrise
to sundown,
and every second otherwise,
you are on my mind.
But even that is an understatement.

I long for you.
For your touch,
your words,
your comfort,
your presence.
And every day,
every night,
sunrise
to sundown,
and every second otherwise,
these things belong to her.
I see this.
I know this.
But my heart cannot fathom this,
the fact that you will never be bound to me
in any way.
I realize this,
yet I am forced to keep this on,
not giving up,
not giving in to the obvious which I full know.

You will never love me,
and yet,
my heart aches for you.





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JaneDoe said...
Nov. 5, 2011 at 1:09 am
Very nice, but I was wondering, who is "her"
 
--Opus-- replied...
Nov. 5, 2011 at 1:12 am
"she" is the person whom he's actually in love with
 
JaneDoe replied...
Nov. 5, 2011 at 9:50 pm

Sounds like shes someone you don't really like. Are you jealous of his gf?

 

 
--Opus-- replied...
Nov. 5, 2011 at 10:12 pm
precisely.
 
JaneDoe replied...
Nov. 6, 2011 at 11:19 am
im guessin you wrote this quite a while ago, but arre you still jealous now?
 
--Opus-- replied...
Nov. 6, 2011 at 2:06 pm
not anymore. found someone much more worth my time :)
 
JaneDoe replied...
Nov. 6, 2011 at 8:00 pm
an does he still love herr?
 
--Opus-- replied...
Nov. 6, 2011 at 8:20 pm
No idea. Haven't talked to him since I discovered how bad of a person he actually is. Love is blind, don't forget it.
 
JaneDoe replied...
Nov. 6, 2011 at 8:27 pm
well then, what can i say, its good that things never got to how you wanted thm to be, cuz then you would have been inlove with a bad person. and its good that you arent jelous of that girl anymore. i would have been awful if you knew her, like if she was youre best friend or something, and he loved her. thats what happened to me
 
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