I don’t want to lie to you, so here goes
I wish, I could honestly say I’d choose you …
Over my little friends, named “drugs”
But right now, at this moment of time, in life
I’ve truly chosen drugs over your love,
For my love of drugs has consumed my love for you,
It’s not fair for you to suffer being in love with a junkie,
Having to worry haunts the back of your thoughts,
I know this is true; you should turn around and start walking,
With no pity, never looking back, cause only time will change my hearts decision
And I don’t think that time you have to waste,
And you shouldn’t give love to someone who’s also in love with something else,
I mean seriously I hear the breaking of your heart,
When I say these pills are my closest lover and friend,
So darling, here’s your warning, being with me well, staying with me
Will cost you your heart, it will be the roller coaster of your life,
But if you still wish to stay, please know
It’s not going to be easy it’s going to be a struggle,
For the both of us, especially me
To admit my reality of life is real,
Than want to live a sober, clean life, and also admit
You’re my only true lover, will be the hardest thing
I’ll have to do,
Giving up drugs for love, now that’s the truth from deep within my soul darling,
Damn I should have lied about that brutal, honest, to god truth…..