I'm falling into the depths of what once was and what I think there should be.
I'm spinning around in this world that I live in and wonder what happened to me.
Does any of it really matter now,
that you're gone I don't care.
I still love you somehow,
and I'm so scared.

Wormholes of pain seem to swallow my life,
and anxiety aches in my brain.
I wonder if it will ever be right,
If it could ever be the same.

I'm falling; I fell for you,
now I don't know what to do.
Falling; never coming back,
haunted by my wretched past.

I can't help but remember you and how you made me feel.
I can't help but remember when I thought it all was real.

I fall into these memories,
and hate what we've become.
Remember back when you and me,
both thought we were in love?

These memories of foolishness hurt me and cut so deep.
None of it matters anymore but my heart is yours to keep.