My only refuge
Is contaminated
By the indecency of
The people around her

I confided in her
Anything i needed to
And she would hold it
So that no one could grasp

Now it seems
She may want to quit
then everything will crash upon me

I will be alone
I hate how
things have become
I wish it was fixed

But wishing does nothing
I can only sit and watch
All these ravenous events
unfold before me

If only I could save her
Which could'nt happen
Because so much
is against me

All I need is help,
help that isn't here
This is a huge struggle
That is almost impossible to bear