Should I?

Should I express myself to the world, or should I close my eyes, say good-bye and after say no words?








Should I live my life my life as a normal teenager, or should I live my life as a total stranger?








Should I apologize to the people I hurt the most, or should I disappear like a dawn ghost?








Should I leave everything I lived in my past, or should I remember everything and bring down my world fast?

Should I forget about the lies and painful tears you left inside my heart, or should I go through the whole process of crying and put myself apart?








Should I stop myself from making the wrong choices, or should I listen to my bad voices?







Should I cry, sit in my bedroom and don’t talk, or should I get up, get out, call a friend and take a walk?

Yes, maybe I should…. Who do I think I am to bring myself down? No, no, no… I am Iris Williams and I won’t put myself down.







Should I complete my mission, or should I another decision?







Should I skip my fears and triggers or should I let them get to me and cut me deeper?







Should I say hello to good-bye, or should I run to you when I see you walk by?

Oh, god I think should continue this another time…. I mean, my heart is too weak to keep on with sentimental poem I’m writing to you my love.




I love you dearly, but I just can’t do this I wish I could make things work, but nothing that I try for us does not seem function.