Even though he has the title as my dude
He’s not mine
I don’t control him
I don’t own him
& I don’t tell him what to do
The thing that I’m told that I have from him
Is his mind, body, & soul
Even thought I truly don’t know
If that’s what I have
I never know what’s on his mind
& I try to dig deep in his soul
& when I do I see that he’s already whole
Something I was never told
Now the secrets he has hidden from me is starting to unfold
But this time I just don’t want to know
So I close my bed room door tight
Wipe the tears from my eye sight
Then hold my pillow tight
I’m getting ready for another SleepLess night.