Your chocolate brown eyes melt away my walls and leave me vulnerable in front of you. I know it's not smart but I can tell from just the way my heart beats around you that without you, my heart will starve. I should run, far away from your sweet voice but I can't. My body is pulled to you like a magnetic force that even I cannot control. But you don't feel that way about me. I'm not pretty enough. I'm not a Barbie doll. My laugh is too loud and my clothes too wild. I'll never be with you. Only in my mind.