I never thought that you would be my friend. But you were.
I never thought that I would think about you all the time. But I did.
I never thought that I would get butterflies when you said my name. But I did.
I never thought that I could laugh that hard. But I did.
I never thought that I would trust you with everything. But I did.
And because of this, I never knew that I could feel so terrible around you. But I did.
I never knew that I would go through so much pain for a boy. But I did.
I never knew that even after endless tears I could still want you. But I did.
I never knew that you could make me feel so useless. But you did.
And on top of it all, I never thought that I could love you-- But I did.