You tell me you have no emotions.
You tell me I can’t help.
Let the tsunami of your insanity drown me.

I want a reason to live.
I want a reason to cry.
Emotionless as you.
I seek out your core and devour your heart.
Numbly you let me.
Blindly I eat.

I refuse to lose.
Refuse to die.
Let the hurricane of determination come.
Let it swallow me whole.
Consume me forever.

I refuse to give up.
Lie down, I cannot.
No one should feel unloved.
Slowly I will walk.

Blisters.
Disease.
Delusions of love.
It’s not real so I refuse to give up.
Burdened I am.
Wounded.
Deprived.
Here comes hell falling from the sky.

Lonely I’ve become to make you feel sane.
Broken.
Limp.
Nearly insane.
My sword I will hold until death does its part.
My life I will give and pray that God does his part.