I live with fear.

I live with regret.

I always forget my heart, and it shivers and wilts.

remember to water it, and soak it well.

I know i need to grow stronger,

but how much pain is there to go through?

How much time before we entirely let go?

I live with no care.

I live with shame.

I came so close with my eyes glued shut.

If i wouldve pried them open earlier,

would i have seen the truth?

I live with lies.

I live with blame.

You just throw it all on me,

how much more can i bare?

I live with happiness,

I live blind,

just like everyone.