The image of you flashes in my mind whenever I close my eyes. I'd be lying if I said that I wanted you to disappear, but I'd also be lying if I said I wanted you to stay. I'm all mixed up. My brain says, "No, there are better guys out there for you", but my heart says, "Yes, he's the one." Which should I choose to believe: my heart or my brain? I would believe my brain because you've shown me that you can hurt me and not care, but I would also believe my heart because you have also shown me that you can love me. It's a vicious and brutal battle: the brain and the heart. I must choose between what I know is right and what I believe to be right. Although the brain can be stupid, it will always prevail. So, with regret, I must say that this is the end. The journey was filled with happy and sad time, but I know when I find a guy that is right for me, the journey will be filled with more happy times than hard times. I'm sorry. Goodbye.
February 21, 2011