Pain is my whole world now
I hardly get through the day
do I have a defect
or is that just what others say
I am aloof from everything else
writing is what keeps me going
because of it I still have a few friend
but without it I do not know where I would be
people say I am well spoken in what I say
but how can I be articulate while in such pain
the cuts trun for pain to pleasure
how, I do not know
but the more I cut the better I feel
It makes me feel less alone
there are others who cut
they know what it is like
they know who I really am
but to everyone else I am the emo girl who dresses like a Christian