I don't get how my mind could be telling me to stay away because I'm in so much danger of being hurt, yet my heart pulls me closer and I can't resist. Every thought, every dream, every heartbeat is about you. I'm not used to being scared of someone who's able to take me completely over and yet I can't help but smile at just a thought of you. You have my heart in your hands and how I don't even understand when it left me long ago, but there it is with you and I've never been so scared at the thought of the pain you could easily cause. I want your arms around me forever but in my mind I see them disappear over and over. My tears will run, my heart break, and my life gone but I still can't help but get butterflies when I hear your voice.
walking in the dark
February 5, 2011