I did it, its all my fault. I had it all and then pushed it away. You smiled at me and all I heard was his voice say "your not worth it, you never will be" with that I panicked and began my escape. I ran from you, I asked you to stay away. But as much as i asked you to go I didn't want to loose you, and I still don't. But you cant see that, you cant see me. I'm scared inside, I've always been scared to loose what I never have.