I am losing it...
thread by thread, I'm Unraveling
My defenses, my armor they are being pried open
the Unraveling of my fears, feelings, my soul
...painfully
...slowly
...carefully
mercilessly
Raped by these unbearable feelings
you are getting to me... beating me out
till i can't feel anymore
you claim you love me
you hardly know me, yet you give me life-- or used to
yet you are blinded- ignorantly by blissful thinking
i am losing it... to many people gave up
let me go-- just like the rest... drowning in a sea of
sorrows
depression weaves itself into my brain
impeding the pain, leaving my numb
how much more can i take, before i crack?
I'm losing it- my essence
fading, fading, fading, deliberately
I am forever condemned... forever lost