Loss is the feeling of emptiness,

You know its there, but you just want to ignore it

Or fight through it.

But one thing people can’t do,

Is defeat it.

You feel alone,

And trapped,

In a world that doesn’t make since,

In a world that is missing something,

That happiness,

That loyalty.

The depression of it only grows stronger,

And stronger,

Until you burst.

Burst into what?

Tears?

Anger?

Hatred?

No….

Guilt

Guilt of wanting it to be you not him,

Guilt of him dying and not you,

Guilt of feeling so alone that you just want to join him.

But wait.

God took him for a reason,

God needed him to fulfill accomplishments here upon this earth.

And he did,

16 years of it,

John has completed his mission.

And he has gone to where he was meant to be,

Along God’s side,

Looking down upon us,

Watching us and waiting,

Waiting to retrieve the next soul that had accomplished greatness,

God keep our friend,

Our companion,

And our loved one safe from all evil.

John may you rest in peace