they say forgive n forget but when you hit a fight it comes back up...when you hurt someone they say sorry and say they will never do it again but lets face facts everyone sins.i wanna take a journey to the stars n then eventually ill forget n be far.the ones i love will be in my heart will be in my heart with no pain or sorrows no medicine no regret but only happy thoughts the real me you will one day see.i hate going to sleep because through the process my thought are posessed. i hate thinkin about my past its my own n worst enemy, its scary to think you cant escape your self and its efects my health...but today i will be rising against all that n i will kill it with its own knife.im anew i am myself iam not my past i am not my beating i am not my pain and through this i will gain. so my past is my only sorrow n tonight ima let the sorrow go n fly...