'I can't tell them, they'll send me back.' 

You think to yourself.

But they won't because then they're scared of you in there and them out here in society.

She worries, he worries, friends, family, everyone.

But that's why you say nothing, isn't it?

Little do they know reverse psychology doesn't work on you and never has.

You liked it there oddly enough and wanted to stay there.

Yet, you promised you'd stop all the insanity and start again, and for a while you meant it.

Now you're unsure. Unsure about this, that, and everyhting in between.

So you stay quiet and say nothing.

Stay silent, before they shove more pills at you and demand you take them.

Stay strong not just for your guardian's sake but for those who look up to you.

Look the other way, like you're ignorant.

Barracade yourself from the pain; from love.

'I can't tell them, they'll send me back.'