bottoms up

i wanna go crazy.

i want to be free.

i don't care who i become,

or if i decide that's who i should become.

i don't care about the outcome,

i just want one night,

just one night when i can be someone else.

not an innocent, virgin girl.

i want to be known for once, as insane.

a partier.

i want to change my name,

change my attitude.

i could care less if i look stupid,

because i just want to go wild.

i want to have fun.

i want to see if that's who they like better.

i wanna see if its me that's the problem,

or if its them.

bottomsupb****es.