bottoms up

January 9, 2011
By , Fairfield, CT
i wanna go crazy.

i want to be free.

i don't care who i become,

or if i decide that's who i should become.

i don't care about the outcome,

i just want one night,

just one night when i can be someone else.

not an innocent, virgin girl.

i want to be known for once, as insane.

a partier.

i want to change my name,

change my attitude.

i could care less if i look stupid,

because i just want to go wild.

i want to have fun.

i want to see if that's who they like better.

i wanna see if its me that's the problem,

or if its them.


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Violet876 said...
Mar. 15, 2011 at 4:33 pm
wow you have no idea how much i can relate to this. I feel the same way. Everyone just thinks of me as quiet, smart and innocent and for once i just want to go wild but i know if i do everyone will judge. My friends and i joke about it but it always ends up with them saying "wow i can't wait to see you drunk" when really its not that farfetched. I'm just a normal 15 year old girl... i want to have fun
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