He doesn't love me, never has, never will. How can I ever understand his reasoning? Ever since that night, I have been completely in love with you. Since that first ride in your car, to our first dance, but it doesn't matter, we are just "friends". My feelings for you have not changed. The way you talk, the way you laugh, smile, it makes me love you even more. No matter what you do, no matter what you say, I will still be here on the side, waiting for you to realize how you torcher me with everything you do. When will you realize what you have done to me?
January 19, 2011