I though I could see the light but all I saw was blackness and it was bleak and dark. I thought I could find the light if I thought of something cheerful but all I could think of was death and war and what was becoming of me and my family. We were being torn apart by this monstrous creature. I thought I could make it all better If I just left but as it turns out all it did was make matters worse.
I thought I could help and find the light of the world to show them just how much i truly Love them all but all I could do was destroy their souls. All I could do with myself was sit there and watch them all die because of the monster I had become.