4 pills, 5 pills, 6 pills, 7? I know one of these is the perfect amount to send me to heaven. Yeah its pretty graphic but I think you’ve yet to grasp it grasp the fact that this is a cry for help I’m asking for a shoulder ‘cause you know life only gets harder every year that you get older and your nights get colder and then you want a bottle because you know life sucks when you’re sober. So do I give in to temptation and cheat myself of a full life or do I stay in and play this game by the book? Yeah I’m smiling but things aren’t always how they look and If you think I’ve changed than you’re right I’m not the same, ‘Cause these days I swear the medicine cabinet be calling out my name.