This poem was written around last April and it completely expressed my feelings from that time. He eventually did choose "I love her not." It was incredibly difficult at first, but I've since accepted that we simply weren't met to be. It's been almost a year since our relationship ended. I still think about him often, but I focus more on the lessons I learned from this heartbreak. The most important thing I learned from the experience is that Someday you will get over him. Someday, you will come out stronger than you went in. And someday, a new guy will pick up your flower and choose the right petal.