Emotions flood my state of mind
Decisions become hasty and careless
Anything to make it go away
Stop it stop it stop it
The pressure, I just can't do it
Don't put this on me
Don't make me do this
You will always be worth it
You are worth every thought
Ever single drop of blood
You are worthy of so much more
More than this pain and worry
All I cause is destruction to everything I hold dear
Distraught feelings
Waiting for my next move
Worry, will I do the right thing?
Can I do the thing?
Can I put it down and walk away?
Maybe
“For me?”
No!
For if I fail I will only cause more destruction, more worry
I can not be responsible for your sadness
I can not hold the weight of the world on my fragile shoulders
Never again will I do it for someone else
Too much pressure, can't do it, just can't
Let me fade
Let me go I don't deserve it
You're worthy of so much more than me