Friend's Disappointment!

Not a smile or a laugh
I give you my tears
It is my pain lying in my broken heart
It promises weakness of a young girl
like a bird attacked by a lion.

Here.
It will break your heart
like the death of a friend
it will make your happiness
turn into grief.

I am trying to be strong

Not a rainbow or sunshine.

I will give you a cloudy day.
Its darkness will make you cry,
sadness and hurt
as I am,
for as long as I have been.

Take it.
Its bad days turn into a fake smile,
If you like.
Penetrating.
Its fake smile will attach to your face,
stay in your heart.