"I am here because of you"

January 6, 2011
By Sinister-Von GOLD, Shawnee, Oklahoma
Sinister-Von GOLD, Shawnee, Oklahoma
11 articles 0 photos 49 comments

Favorite Quote:
never stop doing what you love, The past makes you who you are today. Live for today and not for tomorrow


Spirit I love you baby sister ,you to baby brother.
Don't cry even though you wanna
, as I am writing this I think about you and all the pain your going though just how mommy died .
I wouldn't blamed you if you hate me .
Just promise me one thing,
Don't cry keep your chin up never down ,and please for give me.
I didn't mean to ,but I did I am so sorry ,but I love you so don't ever give that a second thought.
I am always there no matter what I'll be right there never far ,never forget that .
Please don't be mad I didn't mean to ,but I did .
I wish I can just stop all this cutting and drinking and smoking .
I know you watched me do it and I know I didn't mean to ,but you where there when it happened then big sister wasn't there
I was gone you didn't know where I was in till I can home high as hell .
I promised you the world ,And I would stop this crazy stuff, but I broke so many promises like that one where I would stop all this fighting and drug use and cutting.
I broke that and you both cried ,but I promise you one thing and to this day I wont break it
and that is I love you two and there is nothing in the world that would stop that.
I will not break this promise to you .
Big sister is here please don't cry I want to see smile though I know you wanna cry.
I know I am here and you are there , but big sister is here just don't cry.
I am doing my best everyday , all day
to change for you
when I hear your voice I tear and I cry.
I feel incomplete for once
we need someone to lean on and you needed me, but I was not there
me your big sister
your role model
that is a lie
I am not a role model but I am trying to be
I know your cry because I am gone , I cry as well
when I went to start life again I was sad and I thought I couldn't do it.
Know I now I can and that is what I am doing as I speak
I love you baby sister
I love you to baby brother
always and forever.


The author's comments:
I wrote this because it is true about me i had to have a wake up call

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on Aug. 18 2011 at 3:54 pm
Sinister-Von GOLD, Shawnee, Oklahoma
11 articles 0 photos 49 comments

Favorite Quote:
never stop doing what you love, The past makes you who you are today. Live for today and not for tomorrow

Welcome:) <33

on Aug. 17 2011 at 11:55 pm
DesolateDoorknob PLATINUM, Bloomsburg, Pennsylvania
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Do not let the things you cannot do interfere with the things that you can do

No great artist ever sees things as they really are. If he did, he would cease to be an artist.

Many thanks (:

on Aug. 17 2011 at 11:47 pm
Sinister-Von GOLD, Shawnee, Oklahoma
11 articles 0 photos 49 comments

Favorite Quote:
never stop doing what you love, The past makes you who you are today. Live for today and not for tomorrow

thankies like your work as well

on Aug. 17 2011 at 11:43 pm
DesolateDoorknob PLATINUM, Bloomsburg, Pennsylvania
42 articles 52 photos 17 comments

Favorite Quote:
Do not let the things you cannot do interfere with the things that you can do

No great artist ever sees things as they really are. If he did, he would cease to be an artist.

I really enjoy reading your work. It is very good


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