January 4, 2011
Every night I lay in bed and ache,

Ache for a new feeling, for new thoughts to filter that mistake

But I always seem to come back to you, and that night.

You knew id never put up a fight.

I remember laying in bed listening to you crack open one beer at a time,

It was only a matter of minutes before the anger and alcohol took over your mind.

After that I wasn’t your Booie Bear anymore.

Nobody ever has to know, just quietly close the door.

I remember how you smelled,

Every word you said,

And every place you touched.

I remember wanting to scream while you made you way inside me.

But I didn’t, I laid there silently,

Accepting the fact that this is how my life is going to be.

Not a sound was made after you finished and left.

I laid there with the blood and sweat,

And I cried.

I remember everything about that night,

The night my innocence died.

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remembermeplz said...
Feb. 4, 2011 at 10:10 pm
this is wonderfuly written and its okay.It will always get better.It has to get ugly to get pretty =)
AlwaysRitaMi said...
Jan. 15, 2011 at 11:09 am
the only way i can explan this is, it real rite down to the core, i know how you feel, but the way you put it in words i think everyone knows now, great job
Christina_Catastrophe said...
Jan. 14, 2011 at 3:21 pm
thanks for the support guys:)
poetarcher said...
Jan. 13, 2011 at 5:20 pm
powerful, i know how you feel.. i understand. and its not your mistake its his.
poohbear2014 said...
Jan. 13, 2011 at 1:45 pm
this is great...i feel bad that this happened to u
MissLynn said...
Jan. 13, 2011 at 9:06 am
Oh my gosh. As a writer you're incredibly talented. I'm so sorry that this happened to you though. And the future is bound to hold much better things.
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