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Innocence

January 4, 2011
By Christina_Catastrophe BRONZE, Fort Worth, Texas
Christina_Catastrophe BRONZE, Fort Worth, Texas
4 articles 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
live and let live


Every night I lay in bed and ache,

Ache for a new feeling, for new thoughts to filter that mistake


But I always seem to come back to you, and that night.


You knew id never put up a fight.


I remember laying in bed listening to you crack open one beer at a time,


It was only a matter of minutes before the anger and alcohol took over your mind.


After that I wasn’t your Booie Bear anymore.


Nobody ever has to know, just quietly close the door.


I remember how you smelled,


Every word you said,


And every place you touched.


I remember wanting to scream while you made you way inside me.


But I didn’t, I laid there silently,


Accepting the fact that this is how my life is going to be.


Not a sound was made after you finished and left.


I laid there with the blood and sweat,


And I cried.


I remember everything about that night,


The night my innocence died.


The author's comments:
it has taken me a long time to let anyone see me work, especially the darker stuff. every poem represents a time in my life.

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on Feb. 4 2011 at 10:10 pm
remembermeplz PLATINUM, Friend, Nebraska
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"when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace" -- Jimi Hendrix

this is wonderfuly written and its okay.It will always get better.It has to get ugly to get pretty =)

on Jan. 15 2011 at 11:09 am
AlwaysRitaMi BRONZE, Baraboo, Wisconsin
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Everybody dies but not everybody lives :)

the only way i can explan this is, it real rite down to the core, i know how you feel, but the way you put it in words i think everyone knows now, great job

on Jan. 14 2011 at 3:21 pm
Christina_Catastrophe BRONZE, Fort Worth, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
live and let live

thanks for the support guys:)

poetarcher said...
on Jan. 13 2011 at 5:20 pm
poetarcher, Slingerlands, New York
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If I die young, bury me in satin lay me down on a bed of roses sink me in the river at dawn send me away with the words of love song. lord make me a rainbow so i can shine down on my mother she'll know i'm safe w/you when she stands beneath my colors.

powerful, i know how you feel.. i understand. and its not your mistake its his.

on Jan. 13 2011 at 1:45 pm
neverserious GOLD, Hadley, Pennsylvania
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FOOTBALL AND BASKETTBALL PLAYERS THROW BALLZ...BUT CHEERLEADERZ THROW PEOPLE! -KATE MACCAN

this is great...i feel bad that this happened to u

on Jan. 13 2011 at 9:06 am
MissLynn BRONZE, Hampton, Virginia
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Favorite Quote:
Never say never but don't say forever.

Oh my gosh. As a writer you're incredibly talented. I'm so sorry that this happened to you though. And the future is bound to hold much better things.


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