When I look into his eyes, I see unconditional love, but when he looks into mine, all he sees is great friendship. My heartbeat accelerates when I speak to him, yet slows down once more he's gone. His voice is like a melody ringing in my ears, reminding me that those memories were just fantasies. Why is my love for him so strong, yet why do I feel so weak inside? Is he the one? Friendship grows so strong, yet our love is still invisible. Deep down my wish for more than just friends is starting to fade. If I've given so much love, how come I can't get some back? Just one chance, one wish, to make our invisible love, visible. One dream to be with him and only him forever.
December 26, 2010