I sit at my desk
my heart feels like a fallen chest
for my heart
it just won't start
in my chest
it pounds
I get pulled to my knees
It binds me
I can't ever be free
I need
to mend the broken heart
inside of me
I close my eyes
everyday
on new shoulders
I cry
I shake
with tears
this is not fake
it's all of my fears
they are now shown
but now I know
I'm not alone
Now my heart
even when it realized
it still won't start
Well
this is me
now I see
even when I need
to mend the broken heart
just for it to start
I know in the end
I won't have to defend
defend my heart
from all the pains
for they're insane
this is just not me
I can't help it
but no one can see
I hide inside
even when I cry
all I do is try
to hide from view
so no will see
what is true
I need
I just need
All I ever need
All I will ever need
Well
it's just
I can't find the right words
to fit on this page
I'm feel like I'm trapped in a cage
My heart
just won't start
Why?
everyday
even if I stay
I wonder
I need to mend the broken heart
that refuses to start
I know it will in the end
but not now not this time
just
mend the broken heart
let it make even a shallow start