i scream from the top of my lungs but no one hears me.its something i could never forget.it plays over and over in my head.the smell,the touch.the taste.the fear.you cant erace it.it sits there waiting.wanting me to rember.it eats my soul.theres no way out.im runing out of air i feel like breaking down and drowning in my tears.why?,i wonder why.i trused you.you knew what you were doing.i was just a little girl i didnt know any diffrent but you did.i was so young.you didnt think how i would feel.everyday it repeats in my head.you ruind me.i seen hell at the age of 7 and till this day i live in my past.i wish i could say i dont rember but how could i not.you have no heart no care in the world every day u punished me.took everything.everything i had.all thats left is me and my hands locked together looking up on my knees to pry.