I am 15,
And in search of help.
There is so much going on
and i don't know where to
start. Why does

Everyone think its ok to pick on me? To call me names
and shout hurtful insults.
I just don't understand why

help is not on the way.
My parents think I'm crazy
and that I'll never live up to anything. They don't even acknowledge the fact that I'm there.
I'm like a lost soul, not sure where i belong.

I always see other kids happy
with their families and
think "Where did i go wrong?"
I feel so lost.

And help is not on the way.
Sometimes i wonder why God
put me on this earth.
My sisters seem to please
everyone, but never me.
Things just seem to always
fall apart.
And help is not on the way.