I shouldn’t care if you’re okay.

I’m not supposed to wonder.

I should not even think of you.

But I do.

You don’t deserve it.

But what did you deserve after all?

I didn’t care.

I hope i’m not in love with you.

Please God, I know this is not your will.

Where is it?

I can’t find it.

I’m stuck wanting nothing else.

But missery.

But I don’t want you.

I just want to know that you’re okay.

I want you to be happy.

I do not love you.

I hope to God I don’t.

I hope to God I never did.

I cannot tell.

Beause I don’t know what love is.

Or do I?

Are you okay?

I don’t love you.

I only care about your wellbeing.

But I guess

I’ll never know.