im alone walkin.... what has happen... as i turn around to look back to what i have left behind all i see are black dots on the ground.... blood...

as i think of tht has happen... i look to my wrist.. countin the scars.... wht did i do.... theres a story behind each and everyone..

my skin pale as a ghost.... i dont like the sun anymore im not good and happy anymore... i hav changed....

nooooooooo...... kill me know get it over with i dont want to live like this... get it over with... y did this happen... its cause of u... im like this u left without sayin good bye....

im leavin never comin back..... u all left me whn i need u the most.... i was depressed and all u did was turn ur backs on me now... tht im leavin u all r cryin.. yellin my name i already left...

my soul isnt here anymore... its just a body with a heart beat... which is weak.. wont last very much longer....

can i change sense i left or shall i just die......

touch my fingers under my eyes to look at the liquid my tears are black off the blood and eyeliner mixed.....

ill just leave u all will heal... i will never heal. one person did this and they are not here anymore... to fix wht they broke....

so as i turn back around i fanished into thin air..........

as i whisper......... bye i dont belong... u will heal.. u will forget me... love u all...