i can see you,
i can hold you,
touch you,
even feel you.
im lucky.
i might have to leave you,
i might cry out for you,
bleed you,
even die missing you,
they say family comes first,
but not for this,..
it wont matter.
leaving you would come second,
but i know for sure,..
that will never happen.
i cant,
u wont,
let my own-self leave.
too far,
is
too far.
keeping secrets,
is
keeping secrets.
from the family,
from some friends.
they don't know,
they shouldn't know.
its unhidden love,
but hidden for some.
i cant leave the ones ill miss,
i already left the one thats gone.
shes hurting,
shes crying,
she needs help.
me to leave would hurt worse.
believe.
hes close to crying,
already hurting.
i made him happy.
me to leave would take all away.
believe.
i love you,
i miss you,
i haven't even left you.