Let it be

At times I also want to quit
I am sick and tired of all this
I try to hold back my tears and sit
silently trying to remember the times of bliss
but it is so hard & I hate myself for it
No one understands and no one really cares
I want to end it
finish it once and for all
because this life is like several terrible nightmares
Its been enough now I cannot crawl
& try to reach the deadline which is nowhere near

Its a long race & my legs are bleeding
I may fall down and never get up I fear
She - the unfaithfulness is feeding
eating my flesh, my soul
Drowning me in the burden of things
over which I have no control
I am no fairy I have no wings
why does she expect so much from me
I am just what I am
Why does'nt she let it be...