No one can imagine the peace I feel here. In this never ending silence my mind goes blank. I breathe in deep and feel myself relax. I found my sweet serenity in this place. I glance over my shoulder and watch as the wind moves the leaves. Its moments like this I forget my pain. I forget how cruel this world is. All I can do is enjoy the beauty and smile. No war in my head just peace and silence. As the silence consumes me I feel warm and numb at the same time from my head straight down to my toes. I feel as though if I sit still long enough I can feel every part of me stop and go numb taking in the serenity. Nothing matters here. I find this place in my mind when I close my eyes.