Clam down they say
How can I?
I’m angry and upset
Two of the people
that mean the most in my life
Don’t even believe me

You say to turn to you
When I’m in need
How can I when
I know your never truly listen

I know I can’t really trust
My friends
You have trust in me, but don’t believe me

I can’t think
Can’t speak
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to say?

I’m lost in a harsh cruel unforgiving world
No one understands me
There is no one to run to
These figures filled with stuff
Are my only true friends and family

They know me like no other
Never do they judge
They believe every word I say
They are always there
Unlike others

As I think about what is going on
I realize that
The blue stains will never end