Im slowly dying,
I cry myself to sleep at night hoping you would come back. I never wanted you to go away
I never wanted us to fight or scream. It wasn’t supposed to happen that way.
I hold you near and dear to my heart but every time you leave it gets torn apart
If you never loved me why not just say so? Instead you lead me on and didn’t allow me to let go.
So now I’m addicted
You bad for me but I need you
You lie to me but I love you
It’s not fair but it’s how it is
How it always will be
Until the day I die you the only love for me, the only guy I see but what’s sad is the fact that you’re what’s killing me.