How much more of this can I take
The screams of agony inside my brain

The pain of hurt and shame
How can you consistently play this game?

You play games with my head
You mess with my mind

No longer can I live without you by my side


For some sick twisted reason I love you
You never say it back

But my heart knows you do
You love me too

You act so tough
You want no one to know

That you are able to care
Care about me

And the things that I feel

You think you are so tough
You are the weakest man I know

Although I love you
I hate you too

All the pain and sorrow
That you have put me through

You mean the world to me
But I know that it can never be

So it is time
For my hope to see
That you will never see me
For me….