The Balance

October 20, 2010
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This is just a game
a balance between happiness and vulnerability
trying to hold onto something
that I'm not sure I want to hold on to.
I do want this,
for him,
for me,
for this,
this feeling,
the one of happiness
because I am his,
because when he smiles I'm happy,
because when he touches me I melt,
and when we are together the whole world

But do I?
Do I want to hold on?
It gets me so high
and then it crashes on top of me,
this is vulnerability..
Knowing that I am completely his
and he can hurt me
without even trying,
knowing that just by having it
he could break my heart.
And destroying me
would be so easy.
So I hold on
I'm happiest with you,
Happier then I ever have been
and I hold on
tighter yet
to those lost feelings
of when you hurt me
because letting go would mean my world


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Ninalaw said...
Nov. 10, 2010 at 9:34 am
i love the way when i read it i can imagine someone at a poetry reading with the bongos and everything. then you say ". . .stops. . " it can totally picture someone snapping thier finger and the lights go out. so thanks for that imagine. keep it up. you are very good
Ninalaw replied...
Nov. 10, 2010 at 9:35 am
image . . sry lol. not imagine.
MarieSara replied...
Nov. 23, 2010 at 7:05 pm
Thank you. I am really glad you liked it. (:
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