Give me a reason to hang onto another lifeless night or day.

do you feel this emptiness seeping out these veins.

I want it.
ill never have it again.
i wont let myself,
but i know i want more

addiction is vigorously poking at my nerves.

i must stay clean for him, to him it hurts.

I want it.
I dont wanna go through it again.
i wont let myself.
i know what i need more.

he is everything.I am nothing.
give me a reason to hang onto another lifeless night or day.

i can feel it trying to overcome me.

i wont give up the fight that's inside me....until i no longer lock all my doors,or want it more and more.