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October 19, 2010
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How many times have I told you, "I'm fine."?
You believed me and didn't see that I was lying
Behind this mask we call a face
My emotions are hidden, what a waste
So its a secret
And I fight with myself to keep it
A never ending struggle
With feelings that could only cause trouble
I laugh it off
But you don't know me well enough
When I say "I'm OK."
It is a lie I speak everyday
I don't want to worry you
Again and again you believe its true
Nothing seems to faze me
But in reality I can't stand to face me
So I say it once more
Just not the same as before
"Really everything is good."
To hide the part of me that will never be understood

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kmarie14 said...
Nov. 5, 2010 at 10:47 pm

THis is like soo good. and I agree with dancestar0732 I sometimes say that because i am afraid or I know that people dont want to know the truth even htough I want to tell them



dancestar0732 said...
Nov. 5, 2010 at 2:55 pm
i think i say "i'm fine"  even when im not is because most people don't even want to hear any other answer. They just ask to be nice
Tori B. said...
Nov. 4, 2010 at 5:46 pm
I love this Poem. This is like me some days and you just cannot tell people what is wrong or they don't take the time to listen
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