Can't stop now

Day by day you’re isolating yourself
Trying to keep this a secret gets harder
Suspicion arises, people start to stare
Your helpless, your excuses no longer work
Everything you say is in the book
“ I already eat” “I feel sick”
There catching on day by day
You can’t bear the thought of confrontation
Your still in denial with yourself
How can you possibly admit this to anyone else?
You have committed yourself to this monster
You can’t give up now
Just one more month you say
I’ll be okay, I just need to be thin
I just need to be perfect.