i say 'please leave'
you say 'i'm staying'
i say 'why'
you say because i've always loved you and always will'
i start to cry and say 'then why did you break my heart?'
you stare at the ground with nothing to say
i stare back at you, the boy i was in love with, the boy who cheated on me, and as i close the door the door i close myself, and say to myself 'never again, i'll never have my heart broken again'
people stare at me on monday what did you say?
i can feel you behind me as you say 'i still love you____please forgive me.'
but how could i? how could i so willingly give my heart to someone who had shattered it before...'no' i say
you try to kiss me i move away, as i move i run, from my school, from my home,
from my life.
but i know i must go back...
i return but in my mind im still running...someone...anyone please help me
i feel as if i'm drowning in a sea of nothingness...soon to be swallowed by those around me to be forgotten falling beneath the surface...
please someone...anyone save me
save me from myself.