Shyness

September 19, 2010
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Does no one get it?
I’m not choosing this life
I’m not choosing to segregate myself
To sit alone
I’m not choosing to alienate
I’m not choosing to push others away
It may come easy to you
To them
FUCK YOU
I’m not just a person you pass by during the story of your life
I’m not just a person who you can push around
I’m sorry if I can be annoying
I’m so sorry you can’t even imagine
Can’t you just see past this?
I’m on my own here and I’m so lost
Must I always be on the sidelines?
Must I always be an extra?
No one remembers me
I never even get a second glance
Why can’t I be outgoing?
Ha! Why can’t there be world peace?
It’s just the way it is
And it’s so unfair
And I’m screaming so loud and no one can hear me
I’m clinging onto people and yelling help in their faces
And no one cares
Knives are carving out my heart
My stomach
I’m aching for acceptance
For love
Is everything temporary? Friends and lovers never seem to last
Why?
Why must I be cursed with this before I even had a chance?





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