Have you ever felt so much hate in your heart and inside yourself. I kinda feel like that from time to time. The hate in my heart is for people who mess with my heart. Those people will never know how much I hate them. But they could care less. It's will really just two people that I only feel like that. It's the way they act and talk to me. It makes me mad, but they will knever know. I need to get of it cuz useless to me to worry about stupid dumb stuff. The hurt inside me is scared, fear, and sadness. Me beening scared is letting some guy will brake it. Then the sadness comes upon me so that I could cry. I may look like im sad but im not not sad but I wont let anyone know that. Have you ever felt the way I feel. Some might have but others need to stop being in a fariy tale.
September 20, 2010