I always thought you would be there when I fell. But when I did fall it was because you were the one that pushed me. I'm not going to give you the satisfaction of thinking I still love you because those feelings have been gone for some time now. But you never cared about that. What you cared about was making sure you hurt me in any emotional way you possibly could. You would break me down just so you could build me back up. It worked for so long but now it won't. You may be the one who says goodbye but this time I'm making sure that it stays that way. It was always the same cycle. You would leave then come crawling back and I would foolishly take you back. But now I realize your not worth my time. You don't deserve someone who would have done anything for you. Revenge is not what I'm looking for because I know what comes around goes around. In fact I'm not looking for anything from you anymore. It's time to face reality and accept that some things are just not meant to be.
August 31, 2010